melsports:

And the decision I made in Prague. I know what it looks like, I know that it looks like I chose being a spy over-over being with you. But that’s not what happened. How I felt about you was real. Very, very real. And I know that you know how I felt about you for a long time, you know. But when Carina told me what you said, those three words that I waited to hear for so long. Look Sarah, I know. You were probably very hurt. You were hurt that I didn’t run away with you in Prague. I did that and I’m sorry. You have to know that you were everything I ever wanted. But how could I do that? How could I run away with you? How could I be with you knowing what I turned my back on, you know? Knowing that what I had in my head could help a lot of people. And you’re the one that taught me that - that being a spy is about choosing something bigger. It’s about putting aside your own personal feelings for the greater good. And that’s what I choose. I chose to be a spy for my friends, my family and you. I chose to be a spy because… Sarah, I love you.